Monday, July 23, 2007

Lies, Lies and more Lies!!

I hate lies.

My husband and I have total honesty and I love that, it means that I can trust anything and everything he says as truth, no question about it. I love that about my marriage, sometimes it is so hard to have total honesty and sometimes it hurts but it is always a good thing.

So, this weekend I found out about everything.

Brandie has not been in treatment, Lies!

Brandie is "suppose" to start treatment today, yeah right...not even giving her the benefit of the doubt anymore.

The kids will leave tomorrow to go and live with their dad, my mom asked Brandie if she wanted to come and see them before she left, she said that she had things to do but maybe...she did go eventually.

My little sister is going nuts (ha ha) with 5 children. She just really did not know what she was in for. She is used to her 2 children, one who is 11 and really just does his own thing and one that is 3. She did not remember what 7 is like....and this time 7 is a girl. I laugh but really I feel bad....wait you little sister!!!

I really am going to bum out on Tuesday because I DO know that this is going to be really really hard on my mom and my sister, no matter how nuts they are driving them, it is really going to suck out loud! Even though they know the children are going to be better off, it still is going to suck. I will pray that the Lord is with them both that day.

I also have to give HUGE kudo's to the foster parents. They loved these 3 children with all they have. Both (No, all) cried when my mom and my sister picked them up. The mother and father have both grown to love these kids. Both cried their eyes out. My sister said that the dad was trying to hold it in and help his wife through it all but he could not hold it in. Brianna just cried and cried...she kept saying..."I want my momma, I want my momma".....she did not mean sad is that. Just one more reason for me to hate her for what she has done to her children.

Will I forgive Brandie, yes I will. The Lord says to forgive, that is what I will have to do.

Do I want to be close to her again? Nope, not at all.


Little Wing said...

So sad. The children pay the price, don't they.
Bless their little hearts.

Weekends Off said...

I don't blame you at all. My heart breaks for those babies.

I will be thinking of you and your mom and sister on Tuesday, sending positive thoughts and prayers in your direction.

abbagirl74 said...

I am thinking of you and sending hugs your way. It will all work out for the best.

Weekends Off said...

Just checking in to see how things are going with all of you.

I hope very well!

SolarisGal said...

yeah Karin, I miss your blog updates. But I absolutely do loove your funny emails! lol

Meg said...

You know, reading the beginning of that post reminded me of how dishonest Rick was. Through it all, if you can muddle through this crazy life without having the additional worry of whether or not your husband is lying to are sooooo lucky.