Tuesday, October 21, 2008

I was just sitting here at work thinking....yes, I do that once in a while.

27 years ago this month, I got married the first time.

Wow! 27 years was a long time ago. And then I left him 7 years ago.

I have not spoken to him in probably 5 years.

He does not call his children (he is angry at them because they all moved to NC to be near me).

He does not know how to be the adult in the situation.

And yet, In some weird way...I miss talking to him.

Kinda weird.

I am in love with my husband and will spend the rest of my life with him.

Do you think it is weird that I thought about this today and that I miss talking to my X.

I can honestly say that we had many, many good times together.

It's just that the bad....was really, really bad.

I don't know, kind of a weird post....but just what was in my head.


Weekends Off said...

I don't think it's weird, really. I love K but I do sometimes miss my ex. Not my kids dad, him, eh, he can burn for all Icare but I do miss my ex sometimes. He and I really clicked. The good was fantastic but the bad outweighed it.

I totally get what you are saying.

Trueself said...

I totally understand. I missed W so much the other night I sat and cried. Then I thought about what it would be like if we were still together, or got back together, and realized that for all the good the bad far outweighed it.